this was during the last week of submisssion of my 7th sem.

i was in some village which i dont know, and it was going to be first day of new semister, it was 7th sem, final year. i went to college and found that results were out!! i had a kt in maths 5 and prp (u can imagine how scared i was with these two subjects!) and as i had kt and could not clear the subjects i had a drop for year (it was a dream, and nobody told me rules). so i had to sit with some jouior class... so i went there. i dont know why but the class resembled one of my school classes(5th std, to be precise, except it was too dark). i found some of my school friends there(dont know why, even when those ppl r not doing engg).... we sat on the last corner bench(where i used to sit in 5th std), making a square of 4 in corner!!

then the (so called) college started and the profs which i have never seen before started lects. i was busy chatting with my friends, didnt listed a single word they said, but each prof came to ME at end of lect and tried to console me for the drop!! everyone kept on saying how good student i was and how this should not have happend to me (as if i listen to them) etc, etc. one of them asked me for my last years(that is my current years as i had a drop) notes, other asked me uni papers. and even if i dont carry even a notebook to my daily college i had alll those things they demanded at that time and i gave it to them!

and then college ended, i was going home with my school friends.... and one said do u really have a drop? u should have cleard kt.... and i started thinking, the kt result of maths 5 was not out.. so i should not have a drop and as it forced me to think and gave stress on my brain i woke up!!

this one was during exams!!(so u can imagine how seriously i took my 7th sem)

ok, this is really very weird and absurd dream, may be i m thinking too much about my future or not thinking at all!! :p

there was a party (now there were coll ppl in this one), and there were these two girls i had crush on(no names, for privacy purpose :D). i had an intense desire to prupose at least one of them (for the time being ;)) but couldnt. well the party ended, and marked my another failure!!

next day, somebody told me one of girls father had some recruitment pending in his company.....(see, in dreams also i think of jobs) so i thought may be i could get that position, impress her father and finally marry my crush! (ek tir, do nishane) so i did get job in his company and managed to impress her father(how? hell.....i dont understand how i forget the most imp parts :()

so some fine day i asked her father (didnt saw that girl again till now) about marrying his daughter! he hesitated at first but agreed later(everyone does same), then he talked to my parents and they agreed too! :O so it was final that i was going to marry this guys daughter!(happy now) and things started working, all the casualities were done and the wedding day arrived. finally i was going to get married and that too with my crush!! :D

but i always doubt myself when the things go so easy! the wedding was progressing... and the bride came, and damn!:O she wasnt my crush, she was some friend i had quite acquaitance with!! and what about my 2 crushes? they were present at wedding tooo!!! damnnnn they were her friends, why the hell this happens to me? so i was on the verge of marrying an acquaitance who was friend of my age old crushes and i could not refuse marriage at this point!! i should have verified!! damn!! i became panic, stressed my brain for a way out and as a result woke up myself!!

read about the riots happening in maharashtra regarding ambedkar statue in kanpur....

who really did it? sometimes i even wonder if anyone doing such things is cought ever. and if he is caught, whats his crime really? desecration of a statue? its not that serious crime....(my opinion) and even in court they r not going to punish him for killing 3 ppl which was the result of the violent riots...(they should not), so whats really the point in being so furious about something which happend long away and done by unknown?

now who is responsible for all the loss to govt and private property? they burned like 125 st buses, 7 local trains and countless private vehicles......whos going to pay for all that? ultimately the govt loss is common man's loss, hes the one who pays taxes and make govt run, so didnt the protestors think a bit about themselves when govt will put some extra taxes to recover the loss? and what about the private property.... no one can be held in particular!!

the govt and police could not do anything for sure...(my opinion)! cause its true that if police had been tried to be some more strict it would have resulted in different issues! so what really the opposition did apart from asking resignations? (do they do anything different at any other evernt?) its not govt at fault, its law..... and not against desecration of statue, against protests!! there had to be better and strict laws against ppl doing such things and destroying other ppl's private properties!!(and more imp, they should be followed strictly). and the law should punish such ppl not on the basis of "innocent should not be punished", rather on the basis of "crime is crime"

the one who died in riots was protestor, killed by the sophesticated mob, due to his misbehaviour.....his family was offered some money and his bro, a govt job!! do we really need to? he was killed by cool headed ppl, not by the riotors, there must be some geniun reason for that....(though i dont know the details, event of ppl killing decoits, so u can consider the same case!, though it was not neccessary to KILL him....) govt should stop supporting such cases by showing sympathy!!

udhdhav thakare appealed to keep peace!! what the fuck..... i think he forgets things very fast!! he should recollect what he had said at dececration of his mother's statue, which was forgotten only due to blasts!! i m not saying he is saying anything wrong, but just want to laugh at his contradiction! i just found a reason to hate him more.......:D

anyway, r we really so immature to be offended so easily? what do we do when the actually burn the statues of the living ppl during protests? even flags? r we not concered with the feelings of those ppl? why do we always stay in past? when wil india grow up? in munnabhai, they had a take on this issue..(when munna meets old ppl for the first time).. so no one following munnabhai's gandhigiri now? so its clear that movies is no longer an influential media anymore!! (so why dont they lift the ban on star movies, desperatly waiting for it!;))

or is it that we pick only the wrong side or only bad things influence us?